Gwennie recalls a previous suicide attempt by Evelyn. Youre asking the questions so you dont have to speak, Leon says. Visually, Evelynis fairly simple, shot with the unpretentious confidence of an expert hand. When his brother, recently diagnosed with schizophrenia and suffering from intense depression, died by suicide at 22, Orlando and his other two siblings buried the trauma, rarely talking about it. But for director Orlando von Einsiedel, watching this footage again was a harrowing experience. Von Einsiedel tells us early in the film, Despite all of that, I cant bring myself to talk about my brother and how he died., Evelyn, named for von Einsiedels brother, follows the family as they walk through the departeds favorite natural spaces and reflect on his memory. What a film such as Evelyn does is put real lives real voices, with all the terror and sorrow that goes along with that out in front of cold statistics. "Evelyn" is a raw yet beautiful documentary of a family grieving a suicide. After tests, they decided it wasnt depression; it was schizophrenia. All of us, always, are far too busy. He stops and turns to his right, where several large, yawning trees sway in the late August breeze. When his brother, newly diagnosed as schizophrenic and suffering from intense depression, took his own life at 22, Orlando and his other two siblings buried the trauma, rarely talking about it. The brothers full of love and competition while growing up; they also have a younger brother, Robin, and a sister, Gwennie used to come here at the weekends to skate. Over a decade later, the remaining family set out on a hiking tour, visiting landscapes Evelyn liked to walk, to reflect on his life and death. Dear mother of Eileen (Joe) Zodrow, Kathy (Terry) West and Orv Butch (Beth Wood) Einsiedel. All photos appear on this tab and here you can update the sort order of photos on memorials you manage. This browser does not support getting your location. The pain was just too much to confront., Studying social anthropology at Manchester University, Orlandos ambition growing up was to become a journalist, an investigative reporter, rather than a filmmaker. Its a touch of that man up, puff your chest out and just get on with it. Evelyn Grfin von Einsiedel daughter Private child Private child Wittigo Graf von Einsiedel father Walburga Grfin von Oberndorff mother Sandro-Florian Graf von Einsiedel brother Private sibling Private sibling About Andreas Graf von Einsiedel http://genealogics.org/getperson.php?personID=I00209106&tree=LEO view all So about a week or so after talking to Orlando, I reached out to my mother, with whom I am blessed to have an incredibly close relationship. Failed to delete memorial. Also survived by 17 beloved great grandchildren, nieces, nephews, other cherished relatives and friends. Each has a role to play. Such diagnoses can devastate a young person, eviscerate all their dreams and the life theyd hoped to lead. Are you adding a grave photo that will fulfill this request? It gives viewers the sensation that perhaps, Evelyn is watching with us. By the time of the lawsuit, Evelyn was wheelchair-bound. I dont think weve dealt with it yet, Robin reflects. All Type Fitness Equipment Services and AMC We apologise for this error, which has been amended, The Telegraph values your comments but kindly requests all posts are on topic, constructive and respectful. I thought me and my brother and sister all began with a level playing field, struggling with the same barriers. Von Einsiedel is a prolific and impressive documentarian, probably best known for his Oscar-winning short, The White Helmets, about Syrian first responders. Just as Orlando and his family were brave enough to confront what happened to his little brother, perhaps we can all benefit from finding the courage to talk to loved ones about suicide. This account has been disabled. cemeteries found within miles of your location will be saved to your photo volunteer list. Family members linked to this person will appear here. Quickly see who the memorial is for and when they lived and died and where they are buried. Weve arranged to meet at Londons Southbank, the brutalist concrete labyrinth of nooks and walkways that grips to the inside edge of the Thames most central bend. Later, the von Einsiedels meet a veteran who recently had three of his friends from the armed forces take their own lives. Orlando had the longest way to come considering where he started from emotionally, which was bottling things up for years and not emotionally engaging with anything, Gwennie agrees. I shut it down. The unmentionable becomes unmanageable is a phrase that went through my head as. Some reviewers have suggested that the film might be powerful enough to save the lives of those considering suicide,[13] GQ pointing out that suicide is now the single biggest killer of young British men and suggesting that Evelyn might help break the code of silence that tends to surround the subject. Can a hike across Scotland help heal three siblings who for 13 years have not truly spoken of their brother Evelyns death by suicide? This is a carousel with slides. Von Einsiedel tells us early in the film, Despite all of that, I cant bring myself to talk about my brother and how he died.. The government must do more. Since then, Orlando and the rest of his family have largely refused to discuss his brother and hidden those memories for over a decade. Although autumns approach is tweaking the colour palette, the breeze is warm and gentle. It was terrifying to do, he says of the documentary, and it will never take away the pain of losing my brother. Terms. Loving grandmother of Matt (Tina) and Liz Zodrow and Teresa (Scott) Johnson, Emily West, and Andrea (Roger) Rocha. Some chatter. "And then all of a sudden all his happiness that he faxed through to all of us disappeared," she says, and Evelyn "became a monster that we couldn't understand.". My mum wanted to talk about Evelyn, but we all shut it down whenever she brought it up, he explains. He worried it would be seen as incredibly self-indulgent middle-class twaddle. "He started to change when he was 18, and Evelyn was no exception there," he says. Weve never ever gone there. Leon, a family friend, deserves particular mention. But its time we all listened, learnt and talked to one another more, to take the threat out of the memories and dismantle the architecture around the stigma of suicide. I just totally lost it. Other international suicide helplines can be found at befrienders.org. Oops! Talking about male suicide is only the start, The phrase 'committed suicide' needs to stop, Suicide is still the single biggest killer of young British men. But these statements get quickly washed away in the rushing tide of emotions and memories. That's when Evelyn's mother began to notice that he seemed incredibly depressed, which led him to take a gap year and live in Namibia. When they do, they tend play the clown or the omnipotent expert. 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Brenden Gallagher is a politics reporter and cultural commentator. Traditionally, men find it harder to open up, to exercise their vulnerabilities, to get their emotions out in the open. Men in my family struggle to articulate their emotions were textbook, in that sense, Orlando explains. We have a history in my family of male suicides, unfortunately.. Although peaceful this afternoon, at weekends its a log jam of lethargic tourists and Mexican food carts, couples strolling hand in hand, taking selfies of Big Ben or kissing under the citys giant Ferris wheel. His work has been published by Motherboard, Complex, and VH1. At first, confused, I called Evelyn out on it: Look how upset youre making Mum. Preceded in death by her parents Walter and Mae Thomas, and granddaughter Anjanette "AJ" West. Still, after all these years I hadnt dealt with it at all. For memorials with more than one photo, additional photos will appear here or on the photos tab. , you will find the beauty amid the pain. Evelyn is, at times, an uncomfortably granular dissection of one familys emotional struggle with loss; yet simultaneously a universal story about how families relate with each other; how they chat, bicker, laugh and cry together; but above all, how they discuss or fail to discuss uncomfortable truths. In some sense, the family in Evelyn takes this journey in order to find answers. View trailer. Evelyn, beautifully, does just that. I still miss him. LikeHuckonFacebookorfollow us onTwitter. Compared to the usual stilted, talking head interviews, it works incredibly well as a documentary device, breaking open the body language for the viewer; with the radio mics often picking up things muttered under the breath, out of earshot of the others. His death wasn't entirely unexpected Evelyn was schizophrenic, and spent the last stretch of his life in the grip of his condition but the incident still tore Orlando's family apart. Suicide is a subject that badly needs to be addressed. Ive got so much agony just built up from so long, he whispered. I will always regret not being able to save the person who was closest to me., At the end of our walk, we reach Wood Vale in Forest Hill, Orlandos mothers house, a house now occupied by art students, friends of the family. Evelyn is on BBC 2 on 18 May at 10.45pm. Unbeknownst to her, it was actually the anniversary of my brothers death. Learn more about Evelyn on the films official website. Of course, once I had calmed down, I was shocked by my own terrible reaction. I can barely say his name., Or, as Gwennie says, I just thought Orlando was completely emotionally stunted.. Perhaps my mother had no desire for me to dredge up such a difficult time. Award-winning documentary filmmaker Orlando von Einsiedel just released his latest project, Evelyn on Netflix. Trusted by millions of genealogists since 2003. . His. The familys experience is one of sorrow, memorial, and reflection far more than it is about finding answers. It was nominated for an Oscar in 2015. A long walk with the people we care about can be a good place to start. Sister of Virginia. John, the cashier, lost a family member to suicide as well. According to mother Harriet, known to the family as "Beta," Evelyn "seemed absolutely fine until 17 or 18," the age at which "he had a terrific downfall.". Evelyn documents the touching five-week journey on foot that the von Einsiedel family takes 13 years after the death of their brother, Evelyn. And yet it remains a taboo subject, an act still tinged with a sense of shame and dishonour. As the film goes on, it becomes increasingly clear that Orlando is using the filmmaking process as a wall to hide behind. In addition, I feel that it a clear window into what grief after suicide looks like; in this way, I hope it might help others who view it to be more empathic to and understanding of this unique form of loss. Then it was, Actually, it will be a crew. We were reluctant because of how exposing it would be; these were conversations wed never had before, and suddenly to contemplate having them not only with each other, but potentially with lots of people watching, was quite difficult. Yet despite recently released figures showing male suicide rates in the UK have fallen to their lowest levels in more than 30 years in 2017, there were 4,383 male suicides and the rate was 15.5 per 100,000 men, down from 20 in the late Eighties, according to data from the Office For National Statistics death by suicide remains the biggest killer in men between 15 and 35 in the UK. Then suddenly he crumpled, sobbing on Leons shoulder. In Evelyn, a gut-wrenchingly personal new documentary, White Helmets director Orlando von Einsiedel tackles the subject of male suicide; telling the story of his brothers death, and the effect it had on his friends and family. On some of the walks, theyre joined by their divorced parents. In addition, Dr. McGann is Assistant Director of Extern Training and a counselor at the New School as well as a faculty member of the Child Psychotherapy Program of the William Alanson White Institute. This memorial has been copied to your clipboard. Please enter your email and password to sign in. You need a Find a Grave account to continue. Like a sucker punch, he says. Learn more about managing a memorial . People may receive compensation for some links to products and services on this website. Gradually it emerges that Evelyn took his own life 13 years ago, having struggled with mental illness for years after he was diagnosed with schizophrenia in his late teens. mother Private sibling Private sibling Private sibling view all Von Einsiedel himself confides to the camera, Every day Im questioning whether this whole thing is a good idea. Over the course of the five-week walk, the three siblings are joined for shorter amounts of time by their mother, then their father, then some cousins and friends of Evelyn's, and additionally meet several passersby who are moved by the von Einsiedel's family project. But every family member deals with their grief differently. Here's Why People Think the Voice of Squidward Died Twice! A conversation? He opted instead to make what he describes as his hardest film yet, turning his camera on himself. As a psychologist and suicidologist, I have met with hundreds of individuals and families; I have heard of their heartaches but also their strengths. Me and Jo had a deal. And that's why the portrait that Evelyn offers is so intimate and genuine, and such a beautiful perspective into the lives of people who have been affected by the suicide of loved ones. He smiles: We werent exactly saints. But something important has changed; they may not be closer to the truth but they are closer to each other. How can you tell other peoples stories, delve so deep into other peoples pain and not talk about your own issues? Just like a suicide note does not often sufficiently explain why a person takes his or her life, we do not know by the end of the documentary how much the journey will heal them. She is Chair of the Loss Division of the American Association for Suicidology as well as co-chair of their Clinician-Survivor Task Force. [7] One song was contributed by Evelyn's sister Gwendolyn Einsiedel, a musician in her own right who remembers singing almost every day during the making of the film, though very little made it onto the final cut. The email does not appear to be a valid email address. But its an indication of how unwell people have become; they believe what theyre doing is a big favour for everyone else., With anyone who asks along the way, Orlando makes a point of being open; inspiring some incredibly frank and moving discussions with total strangers. Dow also used a drone, which conveyed the eerie sense of Evelyn looking down on his family as they hiked across the moors and mountains. Following his Oscar winning The White Helmets, Orlando von Einsiedel turns his camera on his own family as they attempt to cope with a devastating loss. The result is an intensely personal and moving take on the emotional impact of suicide within a family . Fiona wasnt just a ghost in old family photo albums. Walking together is a good opportunity to talk, but it can also take the pressure out of tough conversations you can drop back and discussions can stop and start. Walking together in the open countryside forms an almost protective space for the family. My mother was always involved in charities, always pushing us to a purpose rather than just making money or chasing pure creativity. Film-maker Orlando von Einsiedel turns the camera on his own family in this unfiltered exploration of the effects of suicide. Evelyn Henry A Von-Einsiedel 1982 2005 Evelyn Henry A Von-Einsiedel in England & Wales, Death Index, 1837-2005. The family has ended their silence and held each other and they have remembered and they have grieved. As someone who lost a loved one to suicide, at various times the film made me miss my sister, made me ache for her, made me mad at her and laugh at her but more than that made me honor her life and honor my own healing process as well. I dont feel lighter. We are walking because that is precisely what Orlando and his family did last year for the documentary, one of several walks across the UK that were filmed over the course of five weeks. Other themes touched on are how suicide can splinter families; how survivors often feel guilt at what they did or did not do; how we each grieve in our own way; how very common it is to lose someone to suicide; how awkward it can be to answer questions about a suicide; how difficult anniversaries can be; how nice it is to hear a new happy story of your loved one. Youre going to have to talk. Finally, Orlando realised this was a deafening silence that could go on no longer. Suicide is a subject that badly needs to be addressed. Our plan this afternoon is to walk from the Southbank to his childhood home in Forest Hill, a walk due south that should take us just over two hours. , named for von Einsiedels brother, follows the family as they walk through the departeds favorite natural spaces and reflect on his memory. The process of sharing is not always easy; Orlandos sister in particular struggles with whether this journey and exploration will bring more harm than good. I think a week or so after, I emailed my sister and brother to see if they would consider a project around Evelyns death. They all remember Evelyn in roughly the same way, as a beautiful yet troubled soul. In one of the films most powerful moments, he confronts Orlando, questioning whether choosing to make a documentary allows him to hide behind the narrative he is presenting. About halfway through watching Orlandos film, or perhaps while I was sitting underneath the trees heavy with memories in the garden of his mothers house, I decided to confess to Orlando, and in a way to myself, that my family too had been impacted by a suicide, a death we had not spoken about for almost 30 years. They walked themselves out of the silence of Evelyns suicide. Initially, he believed he could stay out of sight, merely asking questions of the others from behind the camera, but that idea was swiftly scotched. I dont feel like Im exorcising stuff. That led to work with the Al Jazeera television station, followed by the breakthrough triumphs of Virunga and The White Helmets. The ones with whom you resonate the most might depend on how you personally confront grief. Absolutely worth watching. *Warning: This article contains discussion of suicide.*. The family is often alone with their pain; you can almost feel the melancholy sitting heavy in the Scottish fog. At one point, on the island of Tiree in the Inner Hebrides, Gwennie declares miserably, Ive had enough. Resend Activation Email, Please check the I'm not a robot checkbox, If you want to be a Photo Volunteer you must enter a ZIP Code or select your location on the map. Through gritted teeth, Orlando painstakingly documented a gut-wrenchingly personal journey in search of catharsis. Still not sure what to watch tonight? This flower has been reported and will not be visible while under review. Some lash out. Male suicide has, quite rightly, garnered a great deal of attention and examination in the media of late. You can find even more stories on our Home page. Graceful drone shots of the spectacular landscapes and a thoughtful but not overbearing score represent further virtues of this elegant film. Learn about how to make the most of a memorial. All Rights Reserved. Indeed, at times the serendipitous encounters, for instance with strangers who also grieve for loved ones lost to suicide, almost make it feel staged. rhaps the film also might also serve to deter those thinking of suicide from leaving such a devastating legacy on their friends and family. Orlando von Einsiedel explains that since his brother Evelyns death, each family member has been in their own private and very agonizing grief. I wanted to be able to tell Gigi, when she was ready, about Fiona, about her life, about why what had happened happened rather than only carrying around the blunt news of a suicide, of a life cut short in such a violent manner. The ice cream seller and the veteran share something deep with the family in their brief interactions, communicated with only a few words but carrying immense power. But if you are in a place to watch Evelyn, you will find the beauty amid the pain. Distractify is a registered trademark. She was a sister, a friend, a companion, my daughters great aunty. Posted on Sep 10, 2019Updated on May 20, 2021, 4:23 am CDT. He hopes that taking this walk and talking about Evelyn will help them grieve, grow closer and become more at peace. It won Britains only Oscar at the 2017 Academy Awards. Here are our guides for the absolute best movies on Netflix, must-see Netflix original series, documentaries, docuseries, and movies. You may not upload any more photos to this memorial, This photo was not uploaded because this memorial already has 20 photos, This photo was not uploaded because you have already uploaded 5 photos to this memorial, This photo was not uploaded because this memorial already has 30 photos, This photo was not uploaded because you have already uploaded 15 photos to this memorial. I said, How dare you ask me that? Oops, we were unable to send the email. Original reporting and incisive analysis, direct from the Guardian every morning, sually, UK-based director Orlando von Einsiedel works the hard-hitting factual documentary beat, having made Oscar-nominated feature. Our parents split when we were all quite young; my mum had to bring us up by herself, he explains. Evelyn was always so bright. It is the leading cause of death among British men aged between 20 and 49. We both stand silently for a moment. Having made his name exploring the traumas of others, von Einsiedel forced himself to confront his own. Use the links under See more to quickly search for other people with the same last name in the same cemetery, city, county, etc. I dont know what I have to say about it, von Einsiedel says. It was incredibly tough to watch, but it began to remind me who he really was throughout his life.. Reluctantly, he brought his family and friends together to address his brothers suicide and how it affected those left behind over a series of memorial hikes through the British countryside, capturedin documentary Evelyn. Netflix | Release Date (Streaming): September 10, 2019 | Not Rated Starring: Orlando von Einsiedel Summary: Following his Oscar winning The White Helmets, Orlando von Einsiedel turns his camera on his own family as they attempt to cope with a devastating loss. Visitation Friday, February 5, 2016 at the Funeral Home, 10 AM with Funeral Service at 12 noon.Private interment Valhalla Memorial Park. The photography is meditative, never overwrought, and sometimes transcendent in its simplicity. But making the film has proved enormously cathartic, he says. That raw, unfiltered view of the fragility of family dynamics is exposed movingly, and sometimes comically, throughout. Even then, von Einsiedels own commitment to the project was equivocal. Try again later. I thought you might like to see a memorial for Evelyn Eileen Evie Thomas Einsiedel I found on Findagrave.com. I started thinking, maybe I do need to address the fact that her even mentioning this is so upsetting and such a black hole. As he says at the start of the film, his brothers suicide left a void thats never healed. Films. Oops, some error occurred while uploading your photo(s). Although we mentioned the fact wed done this to my parents, we still didnt really discuss it. He was so sure that it was the only path left available for him. ButEvelyn gets at something more universal. You have chosen this person to be their own family member. Try again later. Much ofEvelyn takes place in Scotlands national parks, including Cairngorms and Loch Lomond and the Trossachs. There are many tears, lots of hugs, and little in the way of light relief, save for a scene where they laugh about Evelyns very loud farting. 2022 Mighty Proud Media, Inc. All Rights Reserved. Periodically, they circle some definitive statements. I think he felt, I dont want to be out in the public talking about this issue. In his latest film, British director Orlando von Einsiedel turns the camera on himself. The reason it was something we came round to ultimately was because of the good it could do., Robin, a 30-year-old artist, was also dubious. Since my own sister took her life 15 years ago, I have made it my mission to help people grieving a suicide. Bevsek - Verbick Funeral Home, Thank you for fulfilling this photo request. There is also the theme of creating distance from grief it was particularly painful and familiar to me watching Orlandos struggle, as it is easier for him to turn the camera on others and ask about their experiences, rather than to express his own vulnerability and need for comfort. 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